seriously. if no one posts on this blog but me, i shall stop.
no, really. seriously.
well, the concert was a blast! next up, olomouc.
yeah we've been there and back. what did we get from there? 99?
no, not really. we got friends, a once in a lifetime experience, music, great food (doesnt apply to everyone hah), pictures, shopping, nice hotels, ...
but really. MUSIC.
when you think about choir, what comes into your head? (mx's qn)
for me, firstly it's music. may be different for everyone, but when i joined choir i didnt mind being new and having not much people to talk to. i was okay okay during sectionals, but the thing i looked forward most of all during choir was sat pracs. i loved the way mrtoh did the music with us. when i went to olomouc, i felt that what i've heard and done this four years really got me onto this music thingy. it told me that i could make music, that i could bring feelings to people and move them with my music. i loved it that i had a chance to do and know this music. and i felt that this four years i have seen enough to let me know this is what i really like to do, bringing music to people. i feel really good this way.
well and next of course are my wonderful friends and experiences with choir. i wonder how many of you are like the ms girls and how many of you are like me? im really wierd seriously, i could never talk much to my seniors and my teachers, much less mrtoh cause i always looked up too much to authority to ever feel that they could become my friends. and this trip taught me alot. while there is a level of respect, having a distance also causes you to miss out on alot. i wonder whether i could ever chat with mrtoh the way he does with jem or the rest, but i really would love to. and in this trip i had a few fleeting moments and i must say it felt pretty nice.
milestones really bring us all together dont you think? emma told me, that if it werent for syf, concert and olomouc, she'd pretty much not feel anything for choir. i thought it was quite true. really try to take any opportunity you can in this choir, when you go through something that is important to you with your friends, that's when true friendships are born. really hope something special for you guys cause i want you to leave with a piece of memory of AHS CHOIR. i was quite sad that my sis did not feel that. and im quite happy that mrtoh's dream is for you all to leave with that so you would feel you havent wasted four years. i know i havent.
maybe my posts are really wordy, that's why you all dont really bother reading them much. but i cant thelp it, so maybe i'll just continue ranting here even if it dies and no one comes anymore. haha.. wonder if you all will miss me? i know i will miss you all soooo much. i have had special experiences with all of you. maybe not so much for some, but i hope that my time as an SL has impatcted your life and that i have not just been someone that came and gone. i want to have had touched your life. seriously, that's what i really would have been contented with.
i always say im going to say goodbye or that im leaving or sth, but the reason why im continuing to post is maybe deep down, i dont want to ever lose this memory that has become an inseperable part of me. thank you ahs choir alto, you mean so much more to me than i can say.
