Tuesday, January 15, 2008
okay dammit if piying can use vulgar words so can i. grahh. majorly.mon.. haiz. no words could express my disappointment. too lovable to scold or no heart?my dear altos. it's true, but you're getting out of hand.pleasepleaseplease do concentrate during sectionals k? it would make this place a better one :) and please do control urself during sectionals if you really want to do sth really funny you can do it during breaks k? i feel really quite upset sometimes but i really cannot bring myself to scold you all, my dears. limying says i've spoilt you. i think i have. grahh im feeling the pains of adulthood. you love ur kids too much to scold them, even when they're getting out of hand. pleasepleaseplease do not push me to my limits. in case you didnt know, i have limits too. not everything is fun and games, there will be serious times and fun and games times. please do not be fun in serious times and serious in games times. you will disrupt the whole ecosystem. i mean it. as for combine, my dears please do not take it to heart. in my utmost truest feelings and opinion, i feel that marcus is a great student conductor. it's just that at times he has his down moments, like if mr toh comes in with a bad mood. but you all cannot judge him like that. who knows what he's going through? if you've had a majorly bad day you'd be putting on a tom yam face the whole day and not much can make you smile (although i am a person that is very easily encouraged if im down and you try to make me smile :)) i seriously respect marcus because he does certain right things and i feel that no matter what, we should respect our seniors. even though people say, to earn others respect, you have to respect them. marcus may not have done anything in your opinion to make you respect him, but please do so in the same way if you respect me. after all, all of us should work together for this choir to work. i feel that sections should not be competing with sections in order to work well, although we do challenge you with the other sections sometimes, to drive you to do well.the ones that i will always remember, are those times when marcus gently encouraged us even if we didnt do well, and praised us when we did well. and the one that is deeply etched in my heart is when we sang for open house in the avt and also for sec ones in the hall. i could see his determination, and all the effort we put in didnt go to waste. i felt we were really connected, like we were really focusing on something, the whole choir, and we were working to achieve that goal. mr toh always said that we should connect with the conductor when we are singing. i fell that's really true. everytime i focus on him when i sing, i can feel it in his eyes that he wants to produce the best in this choir and the best in himself as well.as there was a story, a guy was walking with his friend and his friend got angry with him over a small matter and punched him. he wrote in the sand," my friend punched me today." then they continued walking and he fell down, and his friend helped him up. and he took a stone and carved on a rock," my friend helped me today." and the friend was suprised, why did he write on sand one and on stone the other? and his friend replied, "because in the sand it will soon be blown away, but on rock it will never be wiped away."so, i do encourage you all to focus on people's good points and not their bad, and this world will definitely be a better place :) my dear altos, whatever you do, do your best okay? yours truly, isabel.
kawaii!;
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